Thursday, May 03, 2007


Teachers have this really really really strange attraction to my blog, and it is really getting abit annoying, so it's time to go somewhere without prying eyes.
And just to credit this blog, i've had it since 10/7/04 and this is my 887th post. Whoa :O :D


Alright, bye blog!


You said true love it's suicide

7:03 PM




Wednesday, May 02, 2007


I want to be somewhere i can see the roads
A place where everytime you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again


AAAAHHH I'M SUCH AN EMBARRASSING BIIIIATCH OKKKKKKK. I should like Stop doing such throwface things, before ALL my face gets thrown away and i become faceless.
:(((((
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. I don't belong in school i'm too stupid, and aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm thankful i'm quite a small insignificant fart ok.


Ok enough of whining. I've whined to 2345people alr haha. (Everyone's telling me you think too much / you die / you're a loser :O )

There was pe & cca today. Both were pretty tiring. I think i'm damn disgusting for sweating sooo much during cca haha! But we played touchrug games and they were fun! ;)
An occasional bitchcrap here and there, but i've lived long enough and i've seen loads of fcuks like this, so i'll not lose my temper and rip hair off. Uh huh :) You are shite. (Ok, not said with an affectionate tone)
(And somehow i don't care if this url fall into oops! wrong hands again, 'CUZ I AM NOT SCARED OF YOUR FAT ASS DAMNIT.)
Sorry to the rest i know it's all about teamwork but my blood boils easily. She started it, but i'm childish enough to continue.


Oh, and tell me tell me how damnit lucky is it to have your eyecandy ask you out! Like how how how often does that happen manz! ;)
(Er, not me)


Well, there's LOADS of homework due tmr, including PI and yada yada, i'm too tired to even think about them. Ok, who am i kidding? I don't even know what i have. I just know it's a big pile.
Shite. I don't wanna go to school withour any work done again&again&again :((( IT'S WRONG, I AM SUPPOSED TO BECOME A MUGGER, AJ YOU'RE FAILING AND YOU'RE GONNA MAKE MY PARENTS SAD YOU KNOW (HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH)


You said true love it's suicide

8:17 PM




Tuesday, May 01, 2007


Girl Confessions


[x] I'm not easy.
[x] I do wear make up
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look.
[x] I wear toe nail polish.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[ ] I've purposely talked to a guy myboyfriend didn't like.
[x] I love chocolate covered pretzels [never tried, but i know i will]
[x] Getting a flower makes me smile
[ ] I've wrecked a car.
[ ] I can't put mascara on withoutopening my mouth.
[x] I'd do (almost)anything for a special person.
[x] I love cuddling.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is hot in Pirates.
[ ] I've gotten suspended
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like rock.
[ ] I like rap
[ ] I like techno
[x] I carry a purse.
[ ] I've been called a party girl.
[ ] I did own a Spice Girls CD
[ ] I did own a Britney Spears CD
[x] Football isn't boring.
[X] I love athletic people [Hell Yeah, big x for this ;) ]
[ ] I love skater boys.
[ ] I love ghetto boys.
[x] I love emo(haired) boys.
[x] Sweet guys are better than hot guys. [Depends on how ugly the sweet guy is, and how unsweet the hot guy is. HAHA]
[ ] I've been called a tease.
[ ] Lip gloss is better than lipstick. [Don't like either]
[ ]I can't leave the house withoutmakeup.
[x] I'm a bitch. Deal with it.
[ ] I play video games, even when there are other people around.
[x] My friends are the best, and they're VERY important to me.
[x] I can be crazy.
[ ] I really want to be with a certain someone right now. [HAHAHA]
[ ] I smoke way too much
[x] I have a tattoo or I want one
[?] I have been to more than 5concerts [Can't count for nuts]

From Zoe the Orange Monster. Haha but really, what kinda "confessions" are these. Mild, i say.



You said true love it's suicide

6:00 PM





HAHAHA! Somebody just rang and asked for my Mum, and i went, "Qing wen ni shi nar wei?" If someone said that to me i think i'll burst out laughing.





Anyway, look what i found!






You said true love it's suicide

2:59 PM







Sports day was pretty lousy, Cheetah got 4th, but i had fun anyway :)

And i wanna murder myself 'cuz i just did something REALLY. REALLY. REALLY. Stupid & brainless. Ohmygawd. You know those things that when you think about it, you feel like throwing yourself down the building? Yeah.



You said true love it's suicide

12:47 AM




Sunday, April 29, 2007


Ohmygod i think i need a manicure, the sun i swear it's burning up..... Ok no actually it's Ohmygod my Mum/ chef is back thankgawdddd my stomach is like concaved alr (figurative speech)


Last night i spent a jolly wolly good time taking advantage of Dior and viewing friendster profiles with her acct, and whaaaa i feel damn accomplished! I am veryyyy li hai! I'm suchaaaa stalker heeheehaahaa :D But well, now i know alot alot alot


You said true love it's suicide

8:14 PM




Saturday, April 28, 2007


One, you’re like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it’s plain to see
That you’re the only one for me and

Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me


Ajidol finals on friday! (Sorry for not turning up for SN sportsday ): ) And i have to conclude that ajcians are not very talented hahaha! I wanted to throw my shoes at about half of the performers? And i spent 3/4 of the time sniggering/ cursing. Oh and my favourite duet song was ruined by this pair of stinkin' tone deaf asses >:(


But the lack of talents is Not. The. Point. Because the reason i went- Joanne's baby -kicked arse! :D And we killed like two birds with one stone. And basically quite a few things happened and put all of us into v.v.v good moods *pops champagne*


I had to leave earlier for tuition and aah i was nodding off with Theo manz. Hahah.

But ohgawd it's sucha shame i had to leave early )*;

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Plain torture today morning, had to wake up at what, 630 for the stupid Resilience Workshop? AND IT WAS RAINING. You know how shiok it would be if i could continue sleeping??


But well, the worse part was i reached school at 715, only to realize that it starts at 8, not 0730 T___T

Well the four-hour talk was quite nonsensical and crappy to me and nothingggg went in. I kept dozing off, but it's really hard to sleep happily in the damned audi. So uncomfortable. I bet aj purposely make the LTs & audi seats uncomfortable so we won't sleep.

And the aircon was out to kill :(

Joanne Huishan Jasmine ponned after 1hour with Joanne's bro and went to makan ._. And never came backkkkk. And Zoe & Grace that two pungseh-ers didn't come. I WAS DAMN LONELY OKKKK. Hmph hmph hmphhhhhh.


After the talk, went down to cityhall and had lunch at Newyork x2 with Sister, plus Elf & Jan. And aaah i feel so cheated ok! But neh mind, their free green apple candy floss was goodstufffff ;)


The Sister & i did some shopping in town and we got 4tops & 4sbras. Yay ;) And the best part was that we spent quite lil'. Ha.


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Anyway it's pretty much confirmed that i'm going to Yunnan with the school from 29thMay to 6thJune. Unless like Yunnan gets hit by a tornado and a tsunami and whatnots, which is well.. not very possible. Hahha. I'm ALWAYS going for china trips with the school.


I guess it'll be fun? Just that the only close friend i've is Gracie Poo White Hair (HEE!) who i assume, is going to take over the role of Jen as my puke-bag holder. HAHAHA YOU DIE

Well, fingers kept crossed now that Joanne can go too.


I was still contemplating on whether to go or not, on friday morning, when some laoshi popped by the class during assembly and asked for me (i freaked out hahahahah) and made me hand in the form. HAI.

.... I miss the Harbin trip. It would probably be The Best school trip i had / will ever have lah. Even though the school was obviously cheating our moolah, and we had to put up with annoying lesbian-ish girls attracted to Jen like bees to honey; it was................ Can't find a word to describe. *Malu*

And i don't believe ANYONE has gone on a schooltrip together with practically ALL your bestest friends ;)


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I don't know why, but i'm kinda looking forward to Aj's Sports Day on monday, and going down to HC on thurs to support the soccer team!

But ohgawdddd homework homework homework. BUT BUT BUT hurray & 3sexyclaps for LabourDay holiday on tues- no maths!!!!, and my tutor went on a two-week holiday to the USA. YESSS!










































































You said true love it's suicide

8:55 PM




Thursday, April 26, 2007


School has been crappy, and sooo this is the second time i'm coming online this week :(

For monday pe we ran 7rounds & for wednesday pe the stupid crazy sadistic male teacher made us do 60dips, 30 pullups and run 4rounds. HE IS FUCKING INSANE OK. I swear i hate him sooo much. Even though there was this strange shuang-ness after pe, but STILL??

Yeah, and on top of shite pe, cca on tues wed thurs. Fartlegs and sprinting are lethal :(((

When i get home, i'm too shagged to even stare at anything homework-related. So yeah i haven't been doing work. All i can manage is to read a nice lil' book and try to relieve those damned muscleaches. Not that i'm complaining.


And omgggg PW REALLY SUCKKKKKKS OK. I'm working on the gpp now, and ok, In My Opinion, i think i got distributed the hardest part of them all? I've to plan a timeline and fill in the stupid thing and everything's so alien and i can't think straight, and how exactly am i suppose to know the deadlines for everything IT'S NOT WRITTEN ANYWHERE? And i still have to edit my fucking PI by today. PW IS NONSENSE. Screw that shit.

Thank god there's no homework, or at least i don't think so. Ughhh i feel like a pile of cowdung now omgggg. Ok i should stop complaining about work, the more i complain the more i'll hate it but what else can i do i can't vent anywhere manz, and i can't kill people 'cuz it'll be a crime and i don't wanna be behind bars and i don't have the guts nor balls to kill ANYWAY. Ohhh god what am i talking about. See this is fatigue and frustration and anger driving me nuts ok i'm just letting my post-volleyball sore hands do the work and my mind's a blank, almost. I haven't even bathe and i bet i stink real bad, but what to do. I found out really crappy things about my No.1 eyecandy and all i can do is wail and blackface and try to get myself a hitman (but in vain) and ohgosh life is so bad now. School is killing me and i go for the friends fullstop but it's a stupid school HOW CAN ZOE NOT GET INTO COUNCIL? Injustice ok i swear stupid student body, so much for the class walking around with coloured paper pasted on our backs? And i just miss 4u so much, 36/07 is great and everything, but there are just these lil' holes here&there and even though they sometimes can be perfect imperfections, but at times they're not. And sometimes i feel so fake and plastic and not-myself and it's WRONGGGGGGG! The old people are changing, and whoever said change was good must have been suffering from concussion or some form of injury that affects thinking. Oh and the weird lil' people who annoy me to seventh heavens are hanging around and dangling infront of my water-retention face and pissing the ass off me. My body is so tired and overexhausted that i can barely walk but what to do it's freakin' life and i've to live with it and lug my bag around day after day
OK LIFE IS BAD AND THE GPP IS STILL NOT COMPLETED. UGH FUCK LAR.
Oh, and sometimes, i feel like i can trust / rely on nobody.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK.

I really envy my sister i wish i didn't have to see anybody anyday.
The saddest thing is, i'm not pms-ing or making up stories.


You said true love it's suicide

9:35 PM




Monday, April 23, 2007


"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"


























































Hahah ok i've so many more photos to upload but be'cuz i'm lazy, and i've no photoshop right now i can't :*(
Ohwell, i thought 4u were camwhores, but 36/07 sure beat them hands now. Haha and i don't know if it's a good thing or not!


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On friday we had the family day preparation. I'm v.v.v.v.v.v.v proud of 36/07 + lil' efforts from 19/07, for putting tgt a Haunted House in like5 hours? FROM SCRATCH MIND YOU, no easy feat. We like, rock upside down and inside up, and i'm so glad that we proved me wrong ;)

Rushed for econs tuition after that, and i was totally falling asleep on her. I feel like i've just thrown $100 away :( And the teacher thought i was from cj. Haha! And and and omg the eff-ed up Maths tutor was actually her student?? That fact itself makes me wanna quit tuition :x

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Saturday was FAMILY DAY! :D I reached schoolat 7am, and when i went to Nexus i almost died from shock, 'cuz most of 36/07 and some 19/07 were there alr, putting on makeup and yadayada.

Ohwell. 1st shift was 36/07 + 19/07, and 2nd shift was just 36/07. I stood in as a geisha(OK LAUGH ALL YOU WANT, but i think i look prettier with the ghost-like makeup y'know) for the first shift 'cuz the girl had to go for the Amazing Hunt (*rollseyes*)
Ughh the people entering really sucked ok. Some one hit my umbrella, and another fucker thrown a postcard at me??? Like, GROW UP YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!

Well anyway, i was doing ticketing before & after, and really i love that job ;)
'Cuz i get to talk to all the customers inculding cute j2s nyahaha!

Oh and i lurrbbez my classmates. They convinced me to go to LLWR's class stall and embarassed me & egged me on, and i ended up playing the stall's game, and...... :D HEEHEEEEEEEEEEHEE! Wha happy shit k.

But other than LLWR's stall, i didn't manage to go anywhere, 'cuz.... the Haunted House was too fucking popular! :D
There was constantly a queue and i think we were quite successful? 'Cuz 2people cried, and some j2s came back for the 2nd/3rd time. Woohoo! :)))

Came home, and had a really x10 long + shiok nap. Then yummy dinner 'cuz was my Dad's birthday. Cake and present was greatstuff! Yipeeee.

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Well, today was a pretty long day. But i love every econs lecture now, even though the sucky teacher is still slanging and well, the fact that he is alive pisses me off actually, and attempting to teach. BUT, 1.5hours of GP was cancelled :)


The whole bunch of us wenta the Reading Room, and i couldn't sleep, so Zoe & i went to Nexus, and i laid on the super comfy couch and had hellavu goooot nap (it was raining) :D Grace joined us halfway through apparently, and i woke up to them bitching about me ._. (read: whether i'll scream at them if they wake me up, 'cuz i look very fierce. And i sleep very unglam-ly?)

Back to the ReadingRoom for awhile, then changed into pe attire. We had the track&field meet briefing, then the girls got undeservingly yelled at by some idiot. And my class ran 1round, then 2.4km :)
Whaaaaaa it felt so good, i wished i could run more. But my shoulders are aching like crap. Yes, from the run :?

And i conclude that bballboys has the most eyecandies. Aiyaaa i wanted to join them at the beginning of the year you know!


But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.


You said true love it's suicide

8:32 PM




Thursday, April 19, 2007


joanne says:
hahas
wad if -- comes to our haunted house?

♠ This burning heart is getting old says:
i'll die and not scare him.
hahha then i can go stand beside him (;
later he hit me HOW ahahahahahaha

joanne says:
HAHAS!!
he wun la
he'll grab ur hand!
hahas

♠ This burning heart is getting old says:
haahaha think too much!
you and jasmine same same one
she said that maybe -- 'steammates said orhhor, because i'm his eyecandy?

joanne says:
williams just tld us today to have a more vivid imagination

HAHAHAHAHA i like to think too much ;D


You said true love it's suicide

11:11 PM





Baby take me on a journey
I've been thinkin lately,
I could use a little time alone with you


Ha. I almost got killed today, but i am/ was delirious with happiness, ecstatic, and absolutely exultant about it :D
Teeheehee! LLWR!

And only a couple of people can turn a effing bad day upside down so effortlessly, even without the intentions of ;)


Well, day started with maths tutorial, which sucks, like duh. Check out my vunderful teacher, yah? He was the worst he's ever been, today, and i feel really sad for 36/07 :S
Nobody understood a Thing. Literally. Even the maths rep & A1 maths people got lost and what more me.
I was SO close to stuffing my shoe down his throat. He's honestly, the worst i ever had.
Let's boycott or sabo him >:/


Then, t'was break. And the firedrill bell just had to go off ._.
Physics lab caught fire.
HA-HA-HA. Cook up a more convincing senario can or not?
And of all times to activate the firedrill, it was RAINING. Like ohmegawd can the school get any weirder?? And while making our way to the hall from the field, one-third of the school walked past the physics lab ._______.
I'm in a strange school, aye.


And well, school continued being reasonably and managably(??) annoying. Until econs lecture. I've always liked econs ok, and That maths tutor had to come and lecture and spoil yet another subject for me.
CAN YOU FEEL MY PAIN??? I'm refraining from cursing so i can't express myself but UGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! UGH UGH UGH UGH UGHHHHHH!!!!!!

Gedddit????

Ok so yes, i'm gonna end up being completely clueless about elasticity, on top of maths, thanks to you. Like yah, thanks ah? Really xie xie ni.


Cca was fun, but why are all the pe teachers so humsup looking? And why are you such a jian x7 huo, we don't owe you nothing so stop giving us attitute. You fake plastic biatch.

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Something really creepy just happened. A wang laoshi just called me, and told me to meet her tmr morning outside the staffroom regarding the yunnan china trip. Creepy.

I'm done with PI, all hail. Ok there's still this stack of econs work due tmr though :(


You said true love it's suicide

10:21 PM




Wednesday, April 18, 2007


I realized that school = superduper MIA with my taiwanese <3s

And that's like, sad. Grr.


You said true love it's suicide

8:02 PM





Happy belated Birthday Theo & Jialun! :DDDD

Everyone keeps talking about google-ing people, and when i decided the google meself, the very first thing that popped up was actually zee blog. Wha :O
Hhaha.
And also this, ".. Huang Wanxin, chairman of Shanxi Linfen Dyeing Chemicals Group, a state firm of about 1000 employees in northern China*s Shanxi province, says his company ..."

HAHAHAHH! But but HIS? his? HIS?? Why is it a guy ohmannnn.
But ehhh chairman, so i'm not complaining heh.

Anywayyyy today was so so happening ok! I spent so much time at the reading room today, and even though "Ah B" wasn't hanging around, i got quite an eyeful ;)

Then went with Dior to amk hub fish&co to retrieve her shoebag, and ohmahgawddddd Jen&Mersa were eating pepperlunch there. So it was like!!!!!!!!!! :D :D Haaaaa!

Pe today was crappy. Grace & i were SO pissed off we were swearing like old men.


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Ytd was Theo's & Jialun's birthday, and the 4u bunch had this surprise dinner thang for them :)
I was the "spy" who poked her way into their two-people date. And the whole bunch of them (Peishan, Lorraine, Mah, Biyan, Manpin, Limah, Sonia, Yuhan & Dior) waited at fish&co with the cake. And i met up with the birthday galzz and brought them up, and yada yada :)
The fish&co birthday rap is DAMN STUPID OHMANZ.
But i love my 4u best!

Well, we hung around & caught up. Headed home with Theo and got home at almost 2300.

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T'was the ajc choir concert, Voyaje on monday at esplanade. Went with some of the classmates to support Shermaine. H & Zongyi, and wow, it was Good Stuff. Seriously. Very first time i'm so attentive & awake during concerts. Haaaa well done y'all :D
And they all say wanna "dress-up", but in the end ALL pungseh, i was so embarasssed :(

Oh, and i bought a mars bar for 3freakingbucks 'cuz i was so hungry that Zoe actually heard my stomach growl.
I got home at 2400! Hullo you two better be touched okok!


Ok, anyway aj soccer's gonna get trashed at vj tmr, i wanna go down and support but i can't, which is so so so sad. I wanna see Dandandan. Butttttt haiya, surely got chance next time! Hahhaa.


You said true love it's suicide

7:03 PM




Saturday, April 14, 2007


There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.


You said true love it's suicide

8:56 PM





OMG. The blogger search engine thing is gone :O I was about to do some stalking. Rats. Why liddat! >:(

Well, i didn't get good honeygreentea from sweettalk today. Each-a-cup pearls suck :(
And i didn't have money to spend :(
We got the Dad a wallet :)


And and! I met Mersa & Ho :DD even though it was only for a few minutes, but stillll. Heeheehee, yo jen where you manz!
And i saw Jinfu, who was dating & working at the same time :O Wha.
Ha, but he's going back to aj soonsoonsoon for some award. Where's Jolyn huh!

Aah wtf i'm super duper x100 tired now. I think i better sleep awake tonight, and be very very energised for Maths tuition tmr morning. If i don't complete my functions tutorial the knn teacher is gonna stomp on my head and sweat on me or something. Hurr.
But there's still so much homework. Why why why did i stay out for so long today?????????


And the sad thing is, most of the homework are of subjects that i dunch like. Oh, and i realised that my feelings for a subject depends entirely on the teacher. Like, if the teacher's a mood-swinging biatch who thinks she's so almighty great or a complete cannot-teach-at-all-and-only-know-how-to-kaobei-and-sweat idiot, the subject's a goner. Moronsss >:/


Speaking of which, i need to start praying that the second idiot's training ends soon. He's gonna cause the whole of 36/07 to get an E for A's or something.
I hate the fact that aj seems to hate the arts classes :(


You said true love it's suicide

8:07 PM



# This Is Perfection

Huang Wanxin, Mabel
021190
CHIJ SN % 4yoU'06 % SNSJ
AJC & 36/07 & Eaj
OLSOTS

She said you don't know me,
You don't wear my chains


> Anthea > Chermaine > Clara > Danielle > Dior > Eeloo
> Eliza > Grace > Huiwen > Karen > Karina > Lorraine
> Lynette > Manpin > Tammy > Tocks > Zoe


Strangers by day, Lovers by night :)